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All updates are listen in reverse chronological order, latest updates first.

2024.04.05 - I have publicized the second book of my series The Retarded Ideology, and released the first 8 chapters (sans introduction which I write after summarizing the book) of the third book. You can see the structure of the books I have described. I also uploaded a brief writing.

My aims for the website are to publish more often, gradually shifting attention from "random" Twitter posts to more thoughtful website posts, which get around the text limitation. There are a lot of ideas I want to jot down, but it is difficult to know when to start, so Twitter replies and things I find on the internet are great stimuli. After all, the current rewrite of the book started with a reply to a "dialectical biology" youtube video it was originally intended to respond to. I still have yet to post my thoughts on the podcast, the What's Left podcast. Since I saw the original video, I see they have gone down the typical path of many left or "Marxian" podcasts that lost faith. I still have the scripts for the episodes that were supposed to respond to that podcast, but I believe it would be better to wait until at least the writing of the fourth book to do a proper response, in light of my thinking on this matter.

I want to write at some point a summary of all four of the first books, since these cover the "theory" and "metaphysics", while the latter four are intended to describe the world of the past 100 years and the world to come that can be projected for the next 100. To even begin untangling what we live in now requires understanding why all of the ideologies and theories given to us pedagogically are designed to mislead and could not have produced any other sort of world for humans. For another society, for something that rejected what humanity became, there was no teleological or "natural" tendency for the world to become what it is in 2020, and for the entire century this was made "inevitable", humanity has resisted its own proclivity because we have seen this whole time that "human nature" doesn't work and can't work. It would be better for me to write these summaries after I sort out the first four books, and likely rewrite them for clarity. What I have now for the second book is helpful to explain why I took the position I did.

2023.10.22 - I made a decision to nuke all audio podcasts, as my voice posts don't really "work" for what I want to explain. Perhaps I will share in written form what was originally written, but I would prefer to start over given what is happening in the world. There may be a time where voice posts will return but it will only be regarding current events. Meanwhile writing projects continue.

I have posted publicly the first of what will likely be eight books. It was written months ago, and I put it off because I really dug into writing the second. I'm pleased to say that my writing has reached what I finally wanted to write all of these years, and I have an idea of how to structure the rest of what I want to write.

I'm going to continue working on the second book. I do not know when it will be presentable. I hope to share abridged versions of these writings as well, since I tend to ramble and some of what I am doing is not what it seems at first to the naive eye. I don't want my discursions and curses to detract from the points I am making, and what all of this means.

2023.03.16 - Posted a new Eugene's Thoughts episode, the first in a series. Also, Twitter is back.

2023.02.12 - It's been a while. Posted something I wrote a while back and finally recorded. Book writing is continuing and that takes most of my time for this site and topic. Also, I got permanently banned on the now-unusable Twitter.

It does feel like the noose is tightening, so I do not know how much longer this site will remain up. If something does happen to me, you will know the reason why.

2022.11.06 - Added a rambling "essay". I'm not too happy with it but something was on my chest and I had to let it out.

2022.10.29 - The site is reborn. I have released three articles and six podcasts. I have established categories of content that I want to feature on the site in the future, which are seen on the main page.

I want to thank everyone who has engaged with me in good faith over the years, and those who have been good targets for my invective for sitting there and taking it. To those who thought they were going to get their jollies out of seeing me suffer - you will not win, and you've only ensured that I will continue through life purely to spite you. The only thing you have done is celebrate your own futile effort to suppress anything in the world that tells you "no". I finally want to thank all of the people out there who have had the good sense to not cause me more trouble, and who have largely stayed alive in spite of the predatory minority and the cajolers who insist on pushing people to believe in nonsensical ideology. Even if you find me annoying and even if we might disagree on virtually everything, I still believe most of humanity can sense something is horribly wrong with the ruling ideas.

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